February 2012
Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
Hana is my favourite person ever.
hawthornpotion:
One day we will live together in a house of rainbows :)
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW YYYYYYEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
The count now stands at 7.
I’m in a broken body. This just makes me want to cut it and punish it and break it.
And another one.
I’m riddled with these things.
The count of odd lumps in my flesh is now up to 6.
This is fucking ridiculous.
Another one. Another fucking lump on my neck.
I want to know what they are and what will get rid of them.
